Great Britain’s Jazmin Sawyers, who won her first major long jump title at the European indoors in March, will feature in a series of BBC Sport columns in the build-up to August’s World Athletics Championships in Budapest.<\/em><\/p>\n In her first piece, Jazz reflects on ending her wait for gold, the difficult moments she overcame to make it happen, and drawing inspiration from Jessica Ennis-Hill and team-mates Dina Asher-Smith and Morgan Lake.<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n I’ve always loved competing. In the heat of a championship is my favourite place to be, but until March this year I’d never taken gold, and I’d been underestimating just how good it would feel to win.<\/span><\/p>\n Winning European gold made all the difficult times and the losses worthwhile. To finally stand on top of the podium, hear the national anthem and see the union jack rise because I’d won – I wouldn’t swap that moment for anything.<\/span><\/p>\n But it has also made me greedier because now I know what gold feels like. Now, in those hardest moments, when I need a bit of extra motivation, I think of that winning feeling. <\/span><\/p>\n It was easily the best moment I’ve experienced in my career, especially because I wasn’t expecting it. <\/span><\/p>\n Jumping seven metres is a goal I have had for so long. It had started to feel like a pipe dream. It’s really hard to explain all the different feelings I had in the moments which followed. <\/span><\/p>\n First of all, it’s just elation. I’m leading with one round remaining, I’ve just broken the British indoor record and I’ve set a huge personal best.<\/span><\/p>\n But it was also relief. I knew I was right, that I could actually do this. The belief I had over the past 10 years wasn’t misplaced. Then there’s the utter shock. <\/span><\/p>\n All those things came crashing in on me at once, causing one big reaction.<\/span><\/p>\n I’m not one to control my emotions very well. If I’m feeling it, you’re going to see it. <\/span><\/p>\n There were times I doubted myself, especially during a six-year drought when I didn’t stand on an international podium.<\/span><\/p>\n My fourth-place finish at the Commonwealth Games last year in Birmingham felt like the lowest point in my career. I should have been able to get on that podium and it stayed in my head for longer than usual. <\/span><\/p>\n Not being able to do it then, in front of a home crowd, with my family there and in perfect conditions, it felt like evidence that I couldn’t do it any more. <\/span><\/p>\n That feeling persisted until the outdoor European Championships a few weeks later. I didn’t want to be there, but as soon as I stood on the runway I remembered how much I love it.<\/span><\/p>\n Snatching bronze at that competition, in the final round, reminded me that I am capable and it renewed my hunger for it. More crucially, it renewed my belief. <\/span><\/p>\n Having a variety of hobbies, which for me includes sewing a dress or tinkering around with a guitar trying to write a song during my recovery time, is really helpful in taking my mind away from obsessing over setbacks in sport. I love to keep busy.<\/span><\/p>\n As is having high-achieving friends who are doing seemingly ridiculous things – it humanises the process. <\/span><\/p>\n It can be easy to look at elite athletes and think they must be doing something special, or that they must have something I don’t. <\/span><\/p>\n My first experience of realising elite athletes are just normal people with self-belief who work hard was when I got to train with Jessica Ennis-Hill.<\/span><\/p>\n She was an incredibly talented athlete but she just worked really hard and it hit me then that there is no secret, magic thing going on.<\/span><\/p>\nLearning from Jessica Ennis-Hill & leaning on friends<\/h3>\n
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